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Memory Of Cleveland Clinic

Memory Of Cleveland Clinic

Every 3rd of July I am reminded of fighting for my life in The Cleveland Clinic. Four years ago today I was in surgery, literally hoping for a miracle. Little did I know the miracle was sitting right here in Arizona, with Doctor Lettieri. On […]

What is a Saint ?

What is a Saint ?

When I think of someone as a Saint, my mind immediately goes to Viola Williams, Eric’s Mom.  In my eyes she could do no wrong, she actively would seek out the weak and weary and take them into her home for comfort from their worldly […]

Botox….Seriously?

Botox….Seriously?

Yesterday I was at work sitting at my desk, a girl walked up to me and said in a whisper “where did you get your botox done on your forehead” I whispered back with a shhh and finger over my crooked mouth “are you kidding […]

Scars are tattoos with better stories

Scars are tattoos with better stories

  My hair has been falling out in chunks, more and more everyday.  I made the decision to call Jenny Boyton, she or her sister have been styling my hair for over 15 years.  Kara Ellingson, Jenny’s sister cut my hair the 1st time, while […]

I Am Blessed

I Am Blessed

June 19, 2010 Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m on auto pilot, just doing the things that need to be done. I don’t want to live that life anymore, it scares me, it scares me to go back there. I want to move forward, be […]

Everyone has Good in Them

Everyone has Good in Them

June 1, 2010 I never realized what women go through when they are in menopause ….. seriously not fun at all and to be forced into it, well all I can say is it is making me grumpy and crazy. Mr. hot flash continues to […]

Life Goes On

Life Goes On

May 17, 1010 For a couple of weeks now I have been experiencing Hot Flashes…., seriously? It’s so annoying, at first I thought it was just because our house was warm and I needed to turn the air down, that’s not it. I think I […]

Last Day Of Radiation

Last Day Of Radiation

May 13, 2010 I finished radiation, it was so hard to say good-bye to the staff in the radiation department. I have never met people who are more compassionate and kind, what a wonderful experience it has been to know that 5 days a week […]

Recker

Recker

April 10, 2010 This is the guy that makes everything worth it right now …..Radiation is burning my breasts, my chest and under my arm. I lie on that cold table and think about Recker, he is what gets me through. Mayo Clinic Cancer Center: https://www.mayoclinic.org/patient-visitor-guide/education-centers/cancer-education/arizona

I want my life back

I want my life back

April 7, 2010 This is going to be raw and really honest right now …….. not that I haven’t been honest all along, everything in my blog is for the purpose of journaling. I want to be able to look back and remember everything I […]