Anxiety

Memory Of Cleveland Clinic

Memory Of Cleveland Clinic

Every 3rd of July I am reminded of fighting for my life in The Cleveland Clinic. Four years ago today I was in surgery, literally hoping for a miracle. Little did I know the miracle was sitting right here in Arizona, with Doctor Lettieri. On […]

What is a Saint ?

What is a Saint ?

When I think of someone as a Saint, my mind immediately goes to Viola Williams, Eric’s Mom.  In my eyes she could do no wrong, she actively would seek out the weak and weary and take them into her home for comfort from their worldly […]

Defusing Fear

Defusing Fear

June 22, 2010 I wonder can we ever completely heal from deep wounded scars that have effected our lives? I thought I was over some of those fears and childhood traumas that I went through. I went to counseling, I prayed almost as hard as […]

I Am Blessed

I Am Blessed

June 19, 2010 Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m on auto pilot, just doing the things that need to be done. I don’t want to live that life anymore, it scares me, it scares me to go back there. I want to move forward, be […]

Life Goes On

Life Goes On

May 17, 1010 For a couple of weeks now I have been experiencing Hot Flashes…., seriously? It’s so annoying, at first I thought it was just because our house was warm and I needed to turn the air down, that’s not it. I think I […]

I want my life back

I want my life back

April 7, 2010 This is going to be raw and really honest right now …….. not that I haven’t been honest all along, everything in my blog is for the purpose of journaling. I want to be able to look back and remember everything I […]

SEES Candy

SEES Candy

January 29, 2010 Monday was chemo and I have been really sick and my bones, breasts, and muscles ache. No matter how much I wish it away or pray for it to not be, I awake every morning hoping this is a horrible dream and […]

Music Fills My Soul With Light

Music Fills My Soul With Light

January 25, 2010 Today I spent my day at the Mayo Clinic chemo clinic. This time was no different than the last, I had the restless legs again during chemo but the doctor called in some Oxycodone for my pain and it really helped a […]

Trust

Trust

January 24, 2010 Trust –verb-to believe in the honesty, integrity, justice, etc. of; have confidence in; to rely or depend on; to put something confidently in the charge of Tomorrow is round 7 of chemo, and I am feeling like always very anxious, I always […]

3rd and 4th day of Hair Loss

3rd and 4th day of Hair Loss

December 5th, 2009 It’s been a rough week of treatments, but Eric and I decided awhile ago, we would spend some time together and go away for a couple of days. I knew the ride down to our home in Mexico would be tough but […]